八一文学

第13章（第3页）

<span start_time="244960">阴暗的屋子里，</span><span start_time="246120">电脑发出幽幽蓝光，</span><span start_time="248480">厉几年疲惫地抻着头，</span><span start_time="250280">闭上眼睛，</span><span start_time="251470">心中不断地祈祷。</span>

<span start_time="253670">在他得知安暖清跳海的一瞬间，</span><span start_time="256190">他才意识到，</span><span start_time="257790">他们结婚两年有余，</span><span start_time="259510">他动心了。</span>

<span start_time="261350">毕竟连拿起桌上的匕首，</span><span start_time="263260">上面还有安暖清留下的血迹，</span><span start_time="265740">虽然已经氧化变黑，</span><span start_time="267460">但仿佛依旧散发着安暖清身上的余温。</span>

<span start_time="272970">他没有死，</span><span start_time="274410">他不会死的，</span><span start_time="276470">他是我的女人，</span><span start_time="278620">没有我的允许，</span><span start_time="280500">他不能死！</span>

<span start_time="283800">厉锦年脑子乱作一团，</span><span start_time="285800">耳边不断回响着安暖清在电话那端的求助救我，</span><span start_time="292610">救救你，</span><span start_time="293850">救救我。</span>

<span start_time="297700">厉几年不敢闭眼，</span><span start_time="299420">仿佛一闭上眼睛，</span><span start_time="301020">就会看到安暖清手捂着伤口，</span><span start_time="303620">脸色惨白，</span><span start_time="304860">在地上匍匐前进的模样。</span>

<span start_time="307260">会看到安暖清绝望的眼神，</span><span start_time="309980">看到他对他见死不救的失落之情，</span><span start_time="312860">甚至还有他尚未出世的孩子哀怨的眼神。</span>

<span start_time="317580">一想到这样的画面，</span><span start_time="319180">厉纪年的心不由得抽痛着。</span>

<span start_time="322190">这些天，</span><span start_time="323070">历几年推掉了所有的应酬，</span><span start_time="325310">全身投入到寻找安暖清的事情上，</span><span start_time="328910">只要得到一点点消息，</span><span start_time="330750">他都迫不及待地大力搜查。</span>

<span start_time="333300">助理每次送饭来的时候，</span><span start_time="335180">都会看到厉锦年憔悴的模样，</span><span start_time="338100">想阻止却又不敢说。</span>

<span start_time="343090">一个月过去了，</span><span start_time="344490">安暖清的死讯被放了出来，</span><span start_time="346930">且以自杀为由停止了对尸体的打捞。</span>

<span start_time="350730">历几年的工作，</span><span start_time="351850">逐渐恢复到了正轨，</span><span start_time="353710">但他依旧没有放弃搜查，</span><span start_time="356110">他曾请求警方再细致地搜查一番，</span><span start_time="359350">但都遭到了拒绝。</span>

<span start_time="361270">面对媒体和警方的冷漠，</span><span start_time="363310">他只能容忍。</span>

<span start_time="367900">这不正是那个在安暖清求助时却残忍拒绝的我们？</span>

<span start_time="375160">厉几年对自己冷笑了一下，</span><span start_time="377440">在电脑上打下了一行字安暖清，</span><span start_time="381440">你必须活着。</span>

<span start_time="386920">本集播讲结束，</span><span start_time="388360">想知道安暖清是否还活着，</span><span start_time="390440">请继续收听下集。</span>